August 2019

Now a day’s, the thing I look most forward to is when it hits Midnight and I can check Facebook and Snapchat to relive my memories with Aria. My heart fell to the floor when I opened up my memories from yesterday and found this……. After Sandy Hook on December 14th, 2012, sending your child…

Last night, I had two of Aria’s best friends and my cousin sleep over. We have been talking about it for awhile. With one of the girls starting school this Friday, last night was the only night that seemed to work for everyone. I made “Walking taco’s” last night. They aren’t Aria’s fav taco’s but…

 I planned on documenting most of my trip and having a video to share with you all. However, the more I thought about it, the more I realized that I wanted to keep the actual video footage of us releasing Aria’s ashes private. I can tell ya, it was absolutely beautiful. There was no question…

Yesterday, marked the 6th month “anniversary” of Aria’s death. I put it in quotes because the word anniversary feels like a celebration, even though the correct term is a “date where an event took place.” I have no words really? I’ve been physically ill all week. To comprehend that I haven’t seen or heard Bugs…

In the beginning of August 2004, I noticed I hadn’t got my period yet. I was on birth control so my periods were typically right on schedule. I told my mom that I had missed it but assured her that I could feel it coming any moment.  “You know Brittani, that’s a sign of pregnancy….