May 2019

  • ” Hi Bug”

    ” Hi Bug”

    First off, I want to thank my friend Korey Berg for creating Doyoucarenow.life. Also, for making this blog so beautiful. I am beyond grateful for your generosity. Secondly, this blog is going to jump around a bit. It makes sense to me because it happened to me. But, if you have any questions or need…

  • “What a beautiful thing”

    “What a beautiful thing”

    I sent a text message to all of bugs family members, asking for memories and photos to share with the blog for this week. I figured last week was heavy on statistics. Aria is more than a statistic. She was full of life and love. Most of the people who read this blog know that….

  • Identity vs. Role Confusion

    Identity vs. Role Confusion

    This weekend was emotionally, physically, and mentally exhausting. On Sunday evening, I text my boss and told her I needed a “mental health day” on Monday. She of course, granted it. By Tuesday, I was well rested and ready to start my week. My first client comes in and I can tell she’s distressed. We…

  • 3 months

    3 months

    I am numb this week. May 6th marked 3 months since Buggy passed. Along with the upcoming holiday, Mothers day. All I want to do, is lay in bed all day. Pretend its just a regular Sunday. My sister is coming home, to help ease the blow. Mother’s day is always at my Mothers house….

  • Target

    Target

    I never knew that Target would be one of my “triggers.” I didn’t realize until I was walking down each isle and it hit me. I was no longer shopping for two, but for one. Target was my one-stop-shop. I get my food and all other necessary and unnecessary items from there. The once heavily…